“I learned to be unfaithful from my parents. Not infidelity in the classic sense — but I was always prepared for the unhappy ending, which made me less willing to work toward a happy one. I was unfaithful to the idea of a well-adjusted future.”—Girls’ Poker Night by Jill A. Davis (via daphneemarie)
motherfckkkrrrrhyujswkd; i swear i am about to throw this laptop out the cold window i am currently sitting next to. this ten page research paper has to be turned in by 2pm tomorrow and none of this technology is cooperating! and i had no time to finish it because i worked an 8 hr shift in the morning and a 6 hr shift with only 2 hrs in between :(
if things go according to plan, this new years eve/day should end all this craziness i’ve been feeling lately. best believe i’ve been counting down too. gaahhhhd, i’ve been so freaking emo and mean to everyone lately. but that should be changing soon since the good news are just now coming in! which is a pretty big deal.
so sick of everyone’s bullshit. i can’t wait to get these next few weeks over with. then maybe after all of this, i can finally go back to being a little sane. and normal. just a little. asdfghjkl, in desperate need to vent vent vent.