hi, i'm allyson.

illyvia:

was theee bestttt.
woke up before 7, got ready, my first time driving all the way to san diego was so tiring, got there just before 9,  my “twin” and i stood in line, if knew me and illyana, you’d know why. buhahaha, i was in group six with people i knew allysun, sam, kaycee, everyone else in my group was chill!  our funcilitators were awesome, they gave us candy! (yayapril!), during which group was the loudest (group 6), allysun pullled out something… with werid shape long and curved at the top, (use your imagination)… it turned out to be a big bubble tube made somebubbles but hit some people in the eyes with soap. Sorry! our first workshop was about college, and finacial aid. allysun and i were just playing cards, i showed her the best card trick ever! *BAM* then it was lunch time, food time<3, we suck through almost the front of the line. got out sandwiches, and sat with more people from 951! (: 2nd workshop, stress and time management was pretty fun, had a werid ice breaker though, we learned the most common place to have sex according to HSC was not in the shower, not on the couch but in the car?  then we met up with our groups and played the wife, hunter and bear, then i learned how to play the dragon ball z game. haha. the 3rd workshop was okay, the people i was with made it fun though, after that was spirt time. nine five one time! i loved the keynote speaker this year! david won the the dance portion for 951! ahw charese you would have hella killed the singing portion, i hope you feel better! the relay race was so scary to watch because one girl fell on her face, i hope shes okay though. good job to 858 on winning the spirit trophy! i heard a rumor that L&Ls was for dinner, oh shitt, yes it was! got my food then got dressed for the talent show, 951 hip hop, you guys got downnnnn! hayyy! (: you guys did so good! ‘Ekahi Ikaika Ohana<3 i love you all, can’t wait for our hula recital! damnnn haka boys almost broke the stage! got to dance before everyone got there, and left that early to go outside and eat my hamburger and french fries, and hung out with CV and April.

lol, “use your imagination”. and how us girls were the only ones who were in that corner for the sex question and got it right! haha. thank goodness for cutting so much people during lunch.. that line was so long. and, the dragon ball-z game and us laughing SOOO MUCH. “how sexy do the parties get here?” guy, hahahha. you forgot to mention the pink flyer too illyvia! hahaahahaha.

johnangelo:

Ima be 19 when im a senior.

damn

 i’m 16 and a senior! hehehhehe.

his name is Pulp. and right now, he stinks.

richiefromskewl:

melodiefigueroa:

Girls tend to hold back their feelings when upset with a guy. Maybe it’s fear of starting an unnecessary fight.. Or we just feel like we shouldn’t have to tell you these things. You should already know.

Personally, I think I’d come off as naggy if I always told you, “I hate it when you do this or this.” But I guess… maybe we do. Maybe we should. As much as I hate laying everything out for my boyfriend, I’m starting to think it’s best that I tell him what upsets me as soon as it happens, ‘cause if I wait too long, it may be too late to change later.

I’ve noticed I hold back so much anger that it always just builds up into one big ball of rage. & instead of having subtle talks about how this or that upsets me, we end up having one big, messy fight where we almost always consider breaking up..

& I’m sorry about this. Haha. I really don’t mean to start bringing up every wrong thing you’ve ever done. It all just built up & I start spewing out every ounce of anger that I was keeping in so long.

& when this happens, we expect you to change automatically.. the next day or something. Which, frankly, is unfair. haha.. We can’t just throw everything at you all at once & expect everything to be perfect. That would take some time. I think we don’t realize these things because we’re so angry. & I apologize for all the times I’ve done that to you. I should have been upfront about everything as soon as I was upset.

It’s just girls always want to feel like that guy is always thinking about them. Or they want to feel like you’re as considerate to our feelings as we are to yours.. So it’s weird having to tell you everything. When we say, “I’m fine” & you take it literally, for example. We’re obviously NOT fine. Try to understand things through our perspective. Because we know you’re not fine when we ask if something is wrong.

Many, many of us girls appreciate love more than anything else in this world, & I don’t think guys realize that too often. Either that or they just start taking things for granted.

We all know we start to take things for granted after a while.. But we don’t always realize it. For example, how some guys simply begin to dread it when their girlfriend “always” wants to see them when it really isn’t even that often. I remember a time when seeing and talking to me was all you wanted to do. But I guess after time, these things just lose their value. & sometimes “naggy” is how you see it, but not how we do. We just want to feel special again, you know? We just want to feel appreciated. & maybe if you started appreciating us more, we would begin to “nag” you less.

A relationship is a balance. & when two people agree to be with eachother, they should always be reminded this. At times one may be doing more than the other & that’s fine. But it can’t always stay that way. You have to be able to meet eachother half way too.

Well said.

 this was pretty much our entire conversation the other night. wow.

confessabear:

ahhhlyson:

I LOOK 4TEEN?!?!?!??!?! :(

nawwww … I just keep thinking you’re 14 because I just remember that .. haahahah. my bad!

 oh, okay then :)

I LOOK 4TEEN?!?!?!??!?! :(